My Sarcasm is in Good Taste.

I just wanna share something with you guys.

I can’t tell it on facebook because I obviously don’t want my family to know this and the people there won’t probably give a fuck about this.

I MISS MY BESTFRIEND.

I miss her so much.

I miss the times when we’re talking feels like we’re our in own world.

Last night, since I can’t sleep.. I decided to listen to slow music. How to Save a Life - The Fray started to play when I pressed shuffle. I don’t know, when the lyrics “Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend..” came along I started to cry, I cried even more as the song continues. I was trying to keep quiet while crying because I don’t want my little sister to wake up. I was still crying, I cried a lot when the song When You’re Gone - Avril Lavigne started to play. I don’t know, while I was crying, I was wishing that I have someone to hug that time. Thank god, I have a big teddy bear.

Me and my bestfriend had a fight.

I was angry at her because she was cutting again and I don’t even know why is she doing that. I was really angry because I don’t want something to happen to her because I love her like my real sister. I’m also angry with myself because I don’t know how I can cheer her up. I was trying but I really want to be careful because I don’t want the situation be worse than it is.

Why she got angry? She replied to me. She said that I don’t know what she feels, I know nothing about anxiety and I hate emos. I don’t know what to feel after she said that. I just replied “I really don’t know what to say, but it’s okay, I’ll just leave this group.” I deactivated my facebook account after that.

That’s all. I just have to let this out.

:: ABOUT ME ::

• My name is Akira Monsterr and I’m a girl. Yea. That’s all. LOLJK.

• I friggin’ love Anime.

• I love Axis Powers Hetalia.

• I love Arthur Kirkland.

• I’ve got secrets that I haven’t told anyone.

• I love cats.

• I love Japan.

• I love trolling around the internet.

• I troll everywhere.

• I hate school.

• I lost my bestfriend… Yea, let’s kind of skip that part.

• NOREEN IS AWESOME SO FOLLOW HER.

• I think I’m hilarious.

• Sometimes I stare at the mirror and think to myself “Wow, I’m alive.”

• I am short. But who cares, I don’t go out of our house.

• I am sort of talkative to people I know.

• I love tons of bands and I’m proud.

• I’m a Parawhore.

• I don’t smoke, drink, and do drugs.

• I love being on the internet.

• I dislike Mathematics.

• I need someone to talk to.

• I need help.

• I hate spiders. Damn, they’re terrifying.

• MY ASKBOX IS OPEN. MESSAGE ME OMGG.

• I sing in the shower.

• I have more fun reading other people’s stories at MLIA.

• I HATE K-POP. WTF.

• I love ice cream and bacons.

• My unicorn’s name is Wilhelmina.

• My brother hates it when I sing.

• I’m awesome.

• I love Smosh.

• I have an unrequited love.

• I still play Pokemon.

• I love ponies.

• I’m a scaredy cat.

• I’m so sick of everyone asking me if I’m emo.

• I want to be a pirate.

• I want to visit London someday.

• I miss those good morning texts from him. </3